So i guess i’m venting because i can’t find the words to…

I really liked you….  I really like you. And i can’t understand why…..well not true. You possess qualities I’ve been wanting for a long time now. In the short time that you have invaded my brain, you got to me. You hit nerves (good ones) and i can’t forget that part. I mean I have accepted that there will never be an us now but I’m trying to get over…Actually i am over it. This is the first time that i have thought about you this week. And its because Trey is in the background and i remember us on 22 and me asking you to sing along with the song….do you remember that? I took many glances at you that night just trying to figure you out. Looked into your eyes trying to find the answers to my many questions, but instead just enjoyed the company. Now that i think of it, we hadn’t talked much for me to be so drawn to you, but the little time we did converse, you made sure that you said all that I wanted to hear. Maybe my feelings hijacked my common sense and everything sped up from there. I never wanted to feel something so quick and I never wanted to show it. Hence the way i was always just so nonchalant about the whole ordeal. And then the first kiss…..and i felt nothing. Then the second kiss…….and my body responded differently….i still can’t interpret that one and i really don’t know if thats good or bad. But hey just know that i kind of miss you….not as much as when i felt so much for you. but hey a little feeling is better than none right…….but a part of me is still wishing for the latter…..

Angry Bird Cookie that Lilly had. I want one

Endometriosis Awareness Month

Kiss me in the worst way. Take all my
Fears away.

I been gone for a minute now im back with the jumpoff…

Soooooo i did say that when i got my MacBook i would be back and running and….I’ve had it for about 3 weeks now and I’M BACKKKKKK! So much has happened in my life….ummmmmm I’M 22 YEARS OLD!!!!!!!!!!! yes my birthday came and went (actually im still celebrating it) and I had a blast. Drinks were on DECK and then more DRINKS were on DECK and omg!!! I just had a blast. Gained friends….Lost friends…..gained a crush…..i don’t know whats happening with that but LIFE MOVES FORWARD! ohhhhh most importantly MY HAIR ISNT BLONDE ANYMORE!!! yes i know most of you loved the color and texture of it all, but i needed a change. And who knows Blonde may be back in the summer but as of right now….I’m not Blonde Beauty……just CallMeBeauty_x

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the best thing i’ve seen this far

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